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  Also by Jem Poster

  Rifling Paradise

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  Contents

  Also by Jem Poster

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  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  1

  I had expected bones, of course, though not in such abundance. Just a few at first, but by the time the trench was waist-deep they were being brought to the surface with each shovelful. The men would place them reverently on the trodden turf at the edge of the trench, a little apart from the mound of upcast soil, and every so often one or both would clamber out and carry them over to the porch wall, carefully adding them to the growing pile. Each night, after cleaning their tools, they would cover the bones with sacking.

  I am by no means an insensitive man, but as architect my first concern was naturally for the fabric of the building. Those who specialize in church restoration tend to make something of a mystery of their vocation, but generalists such as myself know that the fundamental principles of this kind of remedial work are simply a matter of common sense. The wall is already vulnerable – that is, after all, why the job is being done – and the risk of collapse increases with every minute the trench stands open. Once you have begun your trench you finish it as quickly as you can. You underpin immediately; then you backfill and consolidate. Delay is dangerous.

  ‘Think about it,’ I said, crouching at the trench edge one morning towards the end of the first week of work. ‘This section of the wall is over three feet thick and twenty feet high. It’s footed on lumps of chalk which seem, as far as I can see, to have been bonded with nothing more substantial than a slurry of red clay. If you look at the wall from inside, you’ll see a crack nearly as wide as a man’s hand running from floor level to the corner of the window. Think about that, and you’ll have some sense of the urgency of the job you’re doing.’

  Jefford gave a nervous cough.

  ‘I think about it all the time, sir. We need shoring and props.’

  ‘We’ll start shoring as soon as you’re deep enough. But the work’s going very slowly.’

  ‘We’re working as fast as we can, sir.’

  I felt it unnecessary to contradict him directly. I reached out my hand and touched the neat stack of longbones. ‘Just leave them in the upcast,’ I said. ‘We’ll throw most of it back when we’ve finished.’

  Harris leaned back on his shovel and stared up at me. ‘That’s not how we treat our dead here,’ he said quietly.

  I had already noted a kind of insolence in Harris, recognizing it as the result of a slightly more extensive education than is good for men of his status and temperament.

  ‘I’m afraid the job has to be done,’ I said firmly, ‘and as quickly as possible.’

  ‘So you tell us. But some of us don’t see the need.’

  I was on the point of remarking that his doubts had not prevented him from taking on the job or precluded a rather indelicate interest in the level of pay associated with it, but I decided against it. I had had dealings with Harris’s type before.

  ‘Do you think we’d do better to let the church crumble and fall about our ears?’

  ‘That crack was there in my grandfather’s time. And no doubt before that.’

  ‘That may well be so. But there comes a stage in the life of any building when its decline must be arrested if it is to continue to stand. That’s the situation here. And when I say so, I’m offering a professional judgement based on ten years’ training and experience. What kind of training and experience can you lay claim to?’

  That stung, as I had intended it should. His neck and face reddened, and he lowered his gaze in what I took to be tacit apology. There was a moment’s silence before he spoke again.

  ‘Even if we do what you say with the bones, we’ll still be held up by this.’ He scuffed his boot along the bottom of the trench.

  ‘What do you mean?’

  ‘Look.’ He took up his mattock and began to work it gently across the trampled floor, levering up long flakes of clay to reveal a dull greyish surface.

  I leaned forward. ‘What’s that?’

  ‘Lead. We’ve come straight down on to a coffin. Listen.’

  He stamped twice. The earth rang hollow beneath his feet.

  ‘Clean it off. I want to see exactly where it lies. We may be able to work round it.’

  He glanced up, his eyes bright with malice.

  ‘I doubt it,’ he said. ‘Sir.’

  Harris was right. Aligned, predictably enough, with the wall and dug in surprisingly close to its footings, the coffin proved on further excavation to occupy a substantial proportion of the trench’s total area. There was no question of working round it.

  ‘It’ll have to come out.’

  The men exchanged glances.

  ‘We’d rather not, sir,’ said Harris.

  ‘We’d all rather not,’ I replied, ‘but the job has to be done. An extra two shillings apiece if you get it out by this evening.’

  ‘It’s not a question of money,’ said Harris. But I noted with a certain satisfaction that both men turned back to their task immediately. They worked, moreover, without resting, so that by late afternoon the floor of the trench had been lowered by a good two and a half feet, except where the coffin stood isolated on a neatly trimmed plinth of soil.

  ‘We’ll undercut most of that,’ said Jefford, following my gaze, ‘so that we can pass the ropes underneath. But first we need to extend the trench. You see how the foot of the coffin’s bedded in there at the corner?’

  ‘Yes, I can see that. But you don’t need to cut back the whole trench to release it. There can’t be more than a few inches of the thing left unexposed. Just hollow out the trench wall around it.’

  ‘I shouldn’t advise that,’ said Harris. ‘Even as it stands, the trench is unsafe. If we start hacking away at it—’

  ‘I didn’t ask for your advice, Harris. The risk is minimal. And I want that coffin out by nightfall.’

  He looked up at the sky. ‘It can’t be done, sir. Not safely. You shouldn’t ask.’

  ‘I’m not asking, Harris. I’m giving instructions.’

  ‘If you like. But they’re unreasonable instructions.’

  ‘For God’s sake! I’ll do the job myself.’

  I admit that I was impelled prim
arily by anger, but it was in any case clear that Harris’s challenge to my authority demanded a forceful response. I leaped into the trench, snatched up the mattock and began to gouge out the soft fill, picking and raking until the whole thing lay exposed; then I clambered back up the ladder, trembling with rage and exertion.

  ‘Now clear that up and prepare the coffin for lifting.’

  As I walked away I was aware of one of the men climbing out of the trench behind me. I turned.

  ‘Where are you going, Harris?’

  He looked at me, his eyes wide with exaggerated surprise.

  ‘Going, sir? Nowhere. At least, only to fetch the ropes.’

  He cleared his throat, spat and moved off towards the porch. I strode out of the churchyard and down to the stream, where I stood for some time gazing at the water, trying to calm myself. By the time I returned, Jefford had cut away most of the earth from beneath the coffin, leaving only its ends supported. He was working with feverish haste, breathing heavily as he shovelled up the last of the loose soil. Harris stood above him, uncoiling a length of stout rope and paying it over the edge of the trench. Jefford looked up as I approached. ‘I’d meant to show you this, sir.’ He straightened up and thrust his hand into his jacket pocket.

  ‘What is it?’

  He held out a small greenish plaque. Two copperplate initials and a date: E.S. 1792.

  I took it from him and examined it closely. ‘Did you find this with the coffin?’

  ‘Yes, sir. Directly above it.’

  ‘But not attached to it?’

  I was struggling with an acute sense of unease. Jefford shook his head.

  ‘It would have been fixed to the wooden casing. That’s rotted and gone. But I’m sure the plate belongs with the coffin.’

  He glanced round quickly for corroboration. Harris laid down the rope he had been holding and wiped his hands on his breeches.

  ‘No reason to doubt it.’

  ‘But if that’s so, the body we’re dealing with has been in the ground for less than ninety years. I was expecting …’

  I am not sure exactly what I had been expecting; but this was certainly, historically speaking, rather too close for comfort.

  ‘There’s some in the village will know who this was,’ said Harris.

  ‘I’m well aware of that.’

  I handed the brass rectangle back to Jefford.

  ‘Get rid of this.’

  ‘Get rid of it, sir?’

  ‘Lose it. Bury it. I don’t want it lying around where it might be seen.’

  He touched his cap and slipped the object back into his pocket. He peered up at Harris, who was now uncoiling a second length of rope.

  ‘Give me that.’

  Harris handed him the frayed end. Jefford squatted down and passed it beneath the coffin; then he knotted the rope securely and reached behind him for the other.

  I think I registered the expression on his face before I understood what was happening. Nothing dramatic: just a widening of the eyes, a slight dropping of the jaw. No cry. He made as though to stand and, as he did so, the hand which had been feeling for the rope went up to the back of his neck. And then the trench wall hit him.

  It struck him just above waist height, a dark wedge exploding on contact into a shower of clods and bones. His legs buckled and he lurched sideways and a little forward, groping at the edge of the coffin as he fell. Then he was under it all, winded, gasping for breath on the wet floor of the trench.

  Harris was down there before I had even thought to move, wrestling his shovel from the tumbled clods. He began to dig furiously, flinging the spoil into the far corner of the trench, grunting as he worked. Jefford, whose head, shoulders and right arm were clear of the fallen earth, was grimacing horribly, opening and closing his mouth like a landed fish. Beads of blood welled from a small contusion just above his eye.

  ‘Where’s the other shovel?’ I shouted.

  Harris muttered what might well have been an obscenity, though I gave him the benefit of the doubt.

  ‘Jefford’s shovel. Where is it?’

  ‘Under this lot. Go and find another.’

  I ran to the porch, my feet slipping on the wet grass. Dusk was falling and the interior was so dark that I spent several minutes fumbling around the walls before I could be sure that, as I had already obscurely surmised, there was no third shovel. By the time I returned to the trench, Harris was helping Jefford up the ladder, one hand beneath his arm, the other gripping his leather belt. I put out my own hand for Jefford to grasp, but he simply stared at it with the fixed gaze of a sleepwalker and then pitched forward at my feet. Harris scrambled up the ladder, dragged him – rather roughly as it seemed to me – from the trench edge and propped him in a seated position against a headstone. He made a strange convulsive movement and attempted to rise to his feet, but Harris pushed him back down.

  ‘Bide still. You’re safe now.’

  Jefford’s face was extraordinarily pale and almost completely devoid of expression. Lolling there in the twilight, his sunken eyes fixed on nothing, he might have been a graveyard ghost. He breathed deeply and irregularly, with long, shuddering sighs. Harris took a dirty scrap of cloth from his pocket, then stooped and wiped Jefford’s glistening face before passing the rag over his own sweating forehead. The action struck me as peculiarly distasteful, though I hardly had time to consider the matter, my immediate concern being naturally for the welfare of the injured man.

  ‘Are you all right, Jefford?’ I asked.

  Harris gave an abrupt snort of impatience or contempt. ‘Let him be,’ he said. ‘Your meddling’s done enough damage for one day.’

  ‘I admit I misjudged the situation.’

  Harris stared at me with an expression of such malevolence that I wondered if he were about to strike me.

  ‘Misjudged? What price your ten years’ training and experience now, Mr Stannard? Misjudged, you say. But I’ll tell you what I think. I think you knew the risks as well as we did, only you chose to ignore them. A trench six foot deep and more, the soil cut and cross-cut with graves, not so much as a stick by way of shoring; and you go and undermine one of the walls to save a couple of hours’ work. It’s bad enough having to lift one corpse; it’s lucky for you we’re not dealing with two.’

  It was evident that the man was not entirely rational. He was working himself into a frenzy as he spoke, the sweat starting out again on his forehead, his voice unnecessarily loud. I was about to reply when Jefford put out a hand and tentatively touched his companion’s knee. I saw that he was trembling violently, like a sick animal.

  ‘Let’s drop it,’ he said quietly. ‘I’ve got to get home.’

  I would have accompanied him and, indeed, offered to do so, but Harris brushed aside my suggestion.

  ‘I can look after him,’ he said.

  He reached out a hand, gripped his companion’s wrist and hauled him to his feet. Jefford stood like an old man, his shoulders hunched, his breeches soaked and clinging to his thin legs.

  ‘You’re sure there’s nothing I can do?’

  ‘We can manage,’ said Harris.

  The two men turned and made off through the churchyard, Jefford stumbling a little as he walked.

  It was almost dark. The wind was rising, sweeping in across the marshes, laden with sleet. I retrieved Harris’s shovel and placed the boards carefully across the top of the trench. Then I closed up the church and returned to my lodgings.

  2

  I had ample opportunity, during those early days in the village, to examine my reasons for taking on the commission, but each time I returned to the matter it was with a faint sense of perplexity, as though the decision had not been entirely my own. The Dean’s initial letter had been flattering, certainly, recalling his long association with my father and reminding me of a meeting in my twelfth year at which, he assured me, I had convinced him that I was marked out for future eminence. But flattery alone could hardly have persuaded me to commit myself for an e
stimated two to three months to a place of such deadening mediocrity. Subsequent reflection has convinced me that my decision was, in part at least, a throwback to the earliest phases of my interest in architecture.

  Always, in those days, ecclesiastical architecture. I was obsessed. Until relatively recently I kept, in a stiff folder tucked away in my desk drawer, a record of that early obsession: drawings of tapering spires and elongated windows; designs for a pulpit, memorial plaques, a traceried font; and, again and again, those spacious interiors, vaults of – as I was later to understand – impossible proportions springing from the slenderest of columns. The drawings missed the essence of the vision, of course, but for many years they served as a reminder of my aspirations. No grotesques, no stained-glass martyrs, no shadowed corners, but light passing unimpeded through clear windows, striking the whitewashed walls and the gilt and polished surfaces of the spare furnishings; and the eye drawn through the luminous space of the nave and the raised chancel to an altar draped with a plain white cloth. Behind that, the marble reredos which, in my early youth, I had supposed I might carve myself, though I came to realize long before the vision itself had lost its lustre that I should never possess the necessary skills. I can still see it, dimmed a little now by time and disappointment, a tripartite crucifixion in high relief, the two side-panels filled with mourning figures, their faces lifted to the sky; and towering above them, in the central panel, the crucifix itself. I spent hours imagining that Christ: not the pitiful, suffering creature of so much medieval church art, but a hero assured of his own salvation and of the ultimate redemption of all mankind; the brow smooth, the lips gently parted, the eyes already lit by knowledge of a place beyond pain.

  Nothing could have been further from that juvenile vision than the ugly hodge-podge of a building which was to serve as my introduction to the practicalities of church restoration. St Mary’s sits awkwardly between the open marshland and the insignificant village it serves, oddly marginal to the small cluster of shabby houses and separated even from its own rectory by a broad strip of grazing. It is, as the guidebooks never tire of informing us, a building of considerable antiquity: the round-headed lights of the tower clearly define that part of the structure as Norman, while the clustered piers in the nave suggest a significant phase of rebuilding and expansion within a century of the church’s foundation. A little later still the aisles were widened and a chancel added, but the development was a half-hearted affair, hampered by the existing structure and, no doubt, by lack of funds. What we are left with – whatever the antiquarians may tell us – is a monument to a rather unappealing type of human enterprise, a piecemeal assemblage of botched fragments.